Feeling Proud....

I am feeling so proud of myself, I know it is soon, but I have worked out everyday for the past week except for Sunday. Yeah, yeah it has only been a week, but 6 days is better than none. I opted not to weigh today, I am going to go another week before I check if anything has changed, I am scared to be disappointed. I have been way good about my portions. The only food mishap I have had was last night. I was all alone and needed a snack. Nothing sounded better than toast and hot chocolate. I felt so bad after I ate it so it wasn't even worth it. I will do better next time. I am off to shower per my kids request, (they saw me sweating on the treadmill.)

Dusting off the DVD....

I did it, I pull out the Jillian Michaels dvd two days ago. It was a frustrating morning for me of making the commitment to get to the gym, only to get there and find it closed for election day. Didn't they know how I am struggling and needed the elliptical right away. So I came home, still committed to becoming skinny as soon as possible, and busted out the movie. I had to laugh at myself when I brushed off the dust bunnies, I mean come on, have I been that lazy.

So here I am recommitting again to the journey to not be fat. It is amazing how my stomach is starting to get bigger and hang down, and I need to stop it before it gets to my knees and I end up on The Biggest Loser.

I am off to exercise.